HELLO EVERYONE....

THANKS FOR BEING THERE AND YOUR SUPPORT.... I SHALL NOT FORGET ABOUT THAT PROMISE

14TH FEBRUARY 2006 (TUESDAY)

AHHA....WHAT A SPECIAL DAY VALENTINE'S DAY... AHHA... RELLY SPECIAL... I WASN'T FEELING TOO GOOD WAS SUSPECTING SOMETHING ACTUALLY ERM I GUESS SOME OF YOU KNOW ALREADY NEVER MIND ABOUT IT IS OK. RIGHT TODAY I WAS REALLY SURE ABOUT THE "DATE" FOR VALENTINE'S DAY... BUT LAST MINUTE MY BF CALL AND ASK ME OUT, AND I MANAGE TO GET READY AND WENT OUT WITH HIM. WE WENT TO THIS HOTEL RESTAURANT, *WHOA!!!!!* HE BOOKED THE WHOLE RESTAURANT!!! I'M LIKE SHOCKED!!! BUT IT WAS GREAT THOUGH....

WELL WE HAD DINNER JUST THE TWO OF US IN THESE BIG RESTAURANT!!! *HEHE* THAN AFTER DINNER WE HAD A LITTLE BALL DANCE!!! *OH MY GOODNESS!!!* I ALMOST WANNA FAINT! *HAHA* FINE... THAN WE DANCE QUITE A WHILE, AFTER THAT THE MUSIC STOP... I WAS SUSPECTING ALREADY HE GONNA PROPOSE!!! BUT I WASN'T SURE. WHEN THE MUSIC STOP, MY HEART WAS POUNDING SO LOUD UNTILL I CAN FEEL THE BEAT TOO!!!*WHOA!!* SO THAT WAS THE MOMENT HE BEEN WAITING... I DIDN'T EXPECT EITHER!!! THAN HE KNEEL... *STRUCK ME , I KNEW HE GONNA PROPOSE!!!* AND ASK ME (DON'T ASK ME WHAT HE SAY!!) WHAT HAPPEN WAS INSTEAD OF SAYING SOMETHING I CRY!! BUT I EVENTUALLY TOLD HIM GIVE ME TIME TO THINK, IS TOO EARLY TO BE SETTLE TOGETHER. HE AGREE TO GIVE ME SOMETIMES...*PEACE*

I GUESS THAT'S WAS ALL... HE EVEN SHOW ME THE WEDDING RING!!! WANNA SEE?? THAT'S ALL PEOPLE FOR VALENTINE'S DAY*HEHE*

15TH FEBRUARY 2006 (WEDNESDAY)

THIS DAY WAS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! *SOB**SOB* I HATED MY SELF SO MUCH... GOT INVOLVE WITH A FIGHT WITH MY COLLEGUE AND THAN WITH MY SISTER.... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *SOB**SOB* THIS POEM I WROTE... I DIDN'T READ TILL THE NEXT DAY... AND GUESS WHAT I WAS LIKE I'M SO MEAN... CHECK THIS POEM OUT...


WHAT WRONG WITH ME??
I DON'T KNOW WHY AND WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME.....

I HATE LOOKING AT MY SELF NOW.
I HATE LOOKING BACK MY PAST...

IT HURTS TOO MUCH
AS IF IT IS PIERCING RIGHT TROUGH MY HEART

WHY THIS HAS TO HAPPEN TO ME?
FOR GOODNESS SAKE, WHY!!!!!????

FOR NIGHTS I CAN'T SLEEP
FOR DAYS I CAN'T THINK
FOR WEEKS I CAN'T TALK
FOR MONTHS I CAN'T FACE ANYBODY NOW

AS IF I HAVE DONE SOMETHING
REALLY BAD...
WHAT IS LIFE

WHY DOES HUMAN NEED LIFE?
I WONDER WHERE CAN I GO NOW?
LIFE REALLY SICK...
I HATE NOW AND FOREVER

EVEN THOUGH IT WILL BE HAPPY
BUT EVENTUALLY I AM TOO
EMOTIONAL AND I HATE TO BE HAPPY

I HATE TO HAVE A FAKE BIG SMILE ON ME
NOW
I HATE TO KEEP SECRET FROM NOW ON
I HATE ALMOST EVERYTHING
WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE SPECIAL THERE
YOU ARE NOT THERE...

WHAT EVER IT IS I HATE TO BE LAUGHING AROUND ANYMORE..
THOUGH YOU KNOW ME... I HAVE A WEAKNESS
I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE HATING AND SCOLDING THINGS!!!!

YOU WANNA LEAVE GO AHEAD....
YOU WANNA TALK TO ME GO AHEAD
YOU WANNA MAKE ME LAUGH GO AHEAD
WHAT EVER YOU WANNA DO GO AHEAD

I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE HATE ME SO MUCH...
WHAT HAVE I DONE???
I NEVER BEEN THIS SUCH A DEPRESSION...
NOW I CAN'T EVEN TALK TO ANYONE I LIKE ANYMORE...
IT JUST HURT ME AND I HAVE TO KEEP IN AND HIDE IT IN THE MORNING, AND START DURING THE NIGHT.... *SOB**SOB

WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE HATED SO MUCH?
WELL ANYONED HATE YOU DOESN'T LIKE TO BE FRIENDS ANY MORE....

WELL

GREAT

I BEEN HATE SO MUCH BY PEOPLE!!!!

WHATEVER YOU WANNA SAY GO AHEAD....

WHY GOD!!! WHY I NEED TO BE THIS PEOPLE?? WHY I BEEN HATED??!!!! I WANT TO KNOW WHY

WHATEVER IT GOES

CIAO

A FRIEND

DON'T BE FRIGHTEN.. I WON'T EAT YOU UP...*PEACE* POOR ME I STILL KEEP CRYING *SOB**SOB*

16TH FEBRUARY 2006 (THURSDAY)

STILL UNFEELING GOOD.....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL I CAN DO IS CRY!!!*SOB**SOB*

17TH FEBRUARY 2006 (FRIDAY)

FEELING MUCH BETTER, MANAGE TO CONTROL MY FEELINGS AND ANGER *PEACE* WELL I ENJOYED MYSELF DURING LIFELINE. I WAS SINGING THOUGH I'M THE ONLY GIRL, BUT I REALLY REALLY DID ENJOY!!! *HAHA* AND IT WAS MY FIRST TIME GOING OUT FOR SUPPER WITH MY FRIENDS!! BUT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH IT IS REALLY GREAT TO HANG OUT!!*PEACE*

18TH FEBRUARY 2006 (SATURDAY)

SATURDAY... WHAT A LONELY DAY FOR ME, THIS DAY I GO AND SEE MOVIE ALONE. BUT TODAY, I WENT FOR A MOVIE "BIG MOMMA HOUSE 2", AFTER THE MOVIE I THAN WENT TO DO MY HAIR. MY HAIR TURN OUT OK... JUST NOT HAPPY WITH THE HAIR CUT!! I WAS IMPRESS THAT THE COLOUR TURN OUT TO BE SO GOOD.

ANYWAY I'M PROUD.. RIGHT AFTER THE HAIR IS DONE I THAN WENT HOME AND HAVE A QUICK BATH AS I'M GONNA BE OUT FOR DINNER. *PEACE* WELL IT IS ACTUALLY MRS. THAMA'S DAUGHTER'S FULL MOON. WELL BOTH OF THEM LOOK SO ADORABLE, THOUGH SHE HAS 2 OTHER OLDER CHILDREN SHE LOOKS STILL SO YOUNG... I'M SO PROUD OF HER!!

CONGRATS TO YOU MRS. THAMA!!!

MY NEW LOOKS AFTER HAIR CUT AND WITH HIGHLIGHTS....


CHECK OUT THE HAIR COLOUR!!!


MRS. THAMA'S ELDEST CHILD TYNNIISH (SO GROWN UP, I LAST SAW HIM LIKE WHEN HE WAS 6, NOW HE IS 9!!)

MRS. THAMA'S SECOND CHILD JIVEETHAH (SO SWEET WITH THE PUNJABI SUIT)

WELCOMING THE THIRD CHILD BABY DEIVYA

MRS. THAMA AND HER THIRD CHILD BABY DEIVYA

THE STAFF OF THE CITY SCHOOL WITH THE LITTLE BABY DIEVYA (MS. SHYAMALA, MRS. THAMA, TEACHER REELA, BABY DEIVYA, AUNT SAN THINNEY, MYSELF, MS. MARDIE AND MS. SHYAMALA'S DAUGHTER MINNIE)

19TH FEBRUARY 2006 (SUNDAY)

TODAY WASN'T A GOOD DAY FOR ME, I QUARREL WITH MY SISTER, FOR NO REASON!!! ANYWAY TODAY WASN'T A STORY TELLING DAY AS I GOT NOTHING TO SAY....

20TH FEBRURAY 2006 (MONDAY)

WELL TODAY OK... NOT TOO BAD, TODAY MANAGE TO TALK TO RANI BUT IN THE STYLE AS IN COLLEGUE, WELL I GUESS SHE NEED TIME TO SETTLE DOWN *PEACE* WELL I DON'T CARE ALREADY, IF YOU WANNA TALK, THAN TALK. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO TALK, DON'T TALK... I PREFER TO LET IT GO NOW, THAN KEEPING IT TO MY OWN!!! I'M SO GLAD TO SEE MY AUNT AND UNCLE COMING DOWN TO MY PLACE FROM SINGAPORE!! *PEACE* I HAD MY DINNER, THE FAMOUS LIM FAMILY DINNER THE "BEEF NOODLES" ONE OF MY FAMILY FAVOURITE DISHES!!*HAHA*

WELL I GUESS THAT'S ALL I CAN SAY NOW... TAKE CARE YA....

ONE SHOULD TRY EVERYTHING ONCE, EXCEPT INCEST AND FOLKDANCING - BAX, SIR ARNOLD (1883-1953)